you don't have to be loud to be heard

funny

2010-06-09T20:56:00.003+08:00

saya mahu buat kerja sekolah tapi kawan saya halang saya. haiss syaitan betul dia ni =_=' benar, rakan saya itu memang syaitan. haha

ketika kawan saya halang saya, saya terjumpa video ini, saya rasa video ini lawak. cuba tonton:

lawak bukan? dengan ini saya bertekad mahu kerja di Mcdonald's selepas SPM dan mahu berkerja di bahagian drive thru dan menggunakan dialog ini. "Welcome to Mc'donald's, what the fuck that you want?" dan lihat apa reaksi mereka.

sorry

2010-06-08T17:53:00.003+08:00

5th june 2010 - okay the bodyguard thingy was the main thing you are arguing about. PFFFFTTTT. its so ridiculous kot. come'on! she and I are just friend and you pun tahu kan kita orang rapat macam mana? =_=' grrr so you yang cakap "we're done i'm not mad just sad. let's just be friend" and for me it's soooo okay sebab i pun macam hurhh.

then after an hour you cakap nak make up. fuck memang tak lah kan. you just said "its the best way, yet its not like we will get married pun" then why you are asking me so? haih i memang sayangkan you and i know, you memang sayangkan i but yeah you're right. we wouldnt get married pun kan. =__=' you pujuk ah i macamana sekalipun i tak nak. goodnight then

6th june 2010 - lepak with Adi and his friends at canai 15 subang jaya, i had a good time with them, by the way thanks for the teh o ais limau adi ;)

JUST WANT YOU

2010-05-30T01:27:00.001+08:00

Theres something I gotta say to you
But im so afraid of what you'll doo
Ohhhh

I'll just admit this to you now
That Im stuck on you like glue somehow

Don't wanna feel so cold inside
I wanna feel the warmth that I feel with you all the time

Surrounding me just like the wind
Cuz youre the one who makes me sing

Help me find myself like how I found you oh
I need you so we can live happily too ohh
I just want you

I wanna go out with you tonight
A picnic with candlelight
I might just hold you tight

Tell me you wanna be my queen
If not its ok a princess seems just my type I promise I'll be there tonight
I'll keep you warm in winter's white
And in the summer walks on beach sound nice
I want you now to talk with on the phone for hours at a time

love you, Farah Adreena

heyy ;)

2010-05-30T00:20:00.005+08:00

OMG its been almost a year since my last post. sebenarnya aku sangat malas untuk update, bukan sebab takde cerita, tapi ye lah, malas ;) harap memahami. firstly syukur alhamdullillah aku sihat di sini dan kamu kamu semua, harap sihat jugak yea, ;) ummp holiday is like seminggu lagi dan aku tak sabar nak duduk rumah bangun lambat semua. yeahhh. hostel life for this year sangat boooooooooring. masa sangat pack and i feel like i cant breathe. hurhhhhhhhhhhhh saya perlukan CPR daripada angelina jolie. wow nyummy. HAHA enough for that.

there are some paper left for next week. Chemistry, Engineering drawing and Physics paper 3. others dah lepas and im proudly says that SAYA TAK DAPAT JAWAB DENGAN JAYANYA. goddamnit =__=' and now saya sangat risau. tolonggggggggggggggg.

its 12.45am now im ym-ing with adreena and listening to boyce avenue.

tomorrow dah balik hostel. away for another 5 days. soo yeah see you next week guys. i love you guys ;)

shit

2009-06-08T00:29:00.001+08:00

aku dah penat dah buat tak kisah kat perkara yang tak sepatutnya aku buat tak kisah.

lazy saturday

2009-05-31T01:15:00.004+08:00

ohhh today abe aku convo dekat UiTM Shah Alam, macam maleh nak pergi. tapi pergi aja laaaa. bangun jam 10.45am then mandi & terus siap. sampai sana terus beli bunga & lepak-lepak kejap. bapak ah muka bgn tido plus eyebag. sialan! menghilangkan mood aku nak bergambar ;k eventhough takde mood nk bergambar, namun ade juga ya, gambar yang terambil. terrrrr lah sangat ;)*smileee*

then balik rumah, makan, tidoooooooo.
now i got nothing to do, nak buat homework? err not in my mood. i'm bored, bored bored & bored. talk alone, smile alone & laugh alone. =.=

mid-term examination

2009-05-15T19:21:00.005+08:00

today, paper was like bugimak HARAMMM. sejarah, pffffft the most horrible subject dalam hidup aku. aku paling tak suka sejarah. tak tahu kenapa. since form 2 aku selalu fail sejarah. tapi pmr dgn spm lain kot. theres a big difference lah. soalan structure lah, esei lah, shittt. disebabkan tak nak fail, aku tiru kawan aku. ahahhh boleh la kot lepas. hmmmp next week, on tuesday, physic & addfucking math. then agama , mechanical engineering studies & english paper II , erghhhhh ;k exam will end on thursday, so yeayy! Can't wait -,-

finally

2009-04-16T20:51:00.004+08:00

finallyyyyy dapat jugak menulis blog ;D aku rasa en, macam dah lapan tahun kot tak tulis blog. * ceh cakap mcm entri lama byk gila padahal sikit je! duduk hostel la pulak en, basuh baju sendiri, makan ikan rebus eeuw nak muntah -.-" smyg pulak tak penah tinggal kot HAHAHA!

ok this week, balik awal cz ade KAT-kejohanan antara tknik lah konon, excited gila babi ah nak balik. bukan main awal aku bangun pagi tadi, lebih kurang 5.15 kot. baaaapak awal en? haha since dah bangun awal ape lagi aku mandi bkn main lama, mandi MANDI sampai 5.40. bapak lama kannnn. then siap pegi surau smyg subuh sume tuu.... then breakfast. masing-masing semangat doe hari ni balik kampung. padahal kampung sejengkal je.

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hari ni kelas mcm biasa, 7.30-2.30. sialan! kata balik pkl satu, nasib baik last period subjek engineringdrawing(LK), ahahh sbjek paling diminati la setakat ni :) habis kelas balik dorm mandi jap then ade attendent.

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kluar skolah je, amik taxi ke komuter shah alam. sampai klang singgah aeon bkt tggi kejap, teman kechik beli mp4, bapak gelabah ah budak kechik ni, tau ah kaya en ;p ahahh di sana, akak kat kedai sonycentre tu en, mcm nak mengorat aku je. haha *bapak perasan doe* aku pn buat mcm selenge ala2 pompuan-ni-takdelah-lawa-sgt-so-takpayah-nak-cover-eh! aku teman kechik sampai selesai urusan jualbeli. then, aku terus pg mcd makan ;) yeah doublecheeseburger je. mase aku tggu kat dpn counter mcd tu, aku teringat plak, mase sehari sblm aku masok tknik, aku lepak jj sini, time kat counter ni aaa, ade akak ni ckp kat aku, "adik, akak besar kirim salam" aku tersipu malu lalu mencari siapakah yang dikatakan 'akakbesar' itu, AMIK KAU! paling besar doe HAHAA, aku pandang akak tu lalu senyum. sialan emir, kau gelakkan aku ya, nnt kau HAHA

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so far tu je lah hari aku hari ni, takde ape yg menarik kot. *padahal harihari takde yg menarik* saje nk menambah entri. :P skarang aku ade tugas lain iaitu;

meng-approve friend request *tak byk kot* 30 je
me-reply comment
buat homework bapak byk doee grrrr ;S

sekian terimas ;)

fadd (:

SM Teknik Shah Alam

2009-03-13T20:28:00.001+08:00

ahahh not bad lah weh ;)

23th january 2009

2009-01-23T23:29:00.003+08:00

bangun pukul 5.30
tertido dalam toilet sampai pukul 6.30
pegi sekolah dengan penuh rasa malas
baca yasin tanpa tengok script, hebat siod
balik sekolah dengan rasa hampa
pegi semayang jumaat dgn penuh HUMBLE tapi malas
online dengan penuh takde-pera-saan
tidor petang sampai termimpi hantu
bangon tidur secara mengejut
baca blog orang sampai tertidor.

perkara entah-apa-apa yang berlaku pada diri aku hari ini =,=

sibai

2009-01-22T18:27:00.003+08:00

holidays in just a few days

*SUKA*

ok aku tipu

HOLIDAY SUCKS

because i got piles and piles of homework to do!

DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!

ENGLISH

MATHS

ADD MATH

SEJARAH

EKONOMI ASAS

BAHASA ARAB

everybody lets scream together

ARGHHHHHHHHHH

that means i have my very very mata-fuck-hing holiday next week!

kau tahu babi tak?
BABI? babi?

AMIK KAU

2009-01-03T17:58:00.007+08:00

aku boring dan nk menulis blog.

kali ni pasal BINI TAKOT LAKI ADA BETINA LAIN kot?

cerita ni betulbetul berlaku masa aku darjah 6, SUMPAHHHHH!

suatu malam tu akuu boring gila sampai gigit kuku then telan *takda keje! so aku pun msg dgn kawan(aku pun dah lupa kawan yg mana) aku. sialan dia tak reply, babi babi babi!

tibatiba aku terfikir nak try call number secara random(disebabkan aku baru darjah 6, perangai pun mcm budakbudak lah kan. nak kata nakal takde lah sgt tapi mengadangada tu aku setuju) aku buat misscall je tapi aku tak layan pon. bodoh kan ;P

.tamat cerita utk hari tu.

esoknya aku nak keluar dgn family, baru nak masuk dlm kereta tibatiba aku receive call, aku pun angkat lah dan tak jadi masuk kereta.

me: hello?
anak org: hello boleh tahu ni sape?
me: erkk sesape je lah, kau sape?
anak org: mak nah cakap lah,
mak org: WOI KAU SAPE HUH? KAU KACAU LAKI AKU APAHAL?
me: opocot mak kau! sape pulak yg kacau laki kau? *ckp dlm hati* err makcik, mana ada saya kacau laaa ;0
mak org: AH KAU KACAU LAKI ORG APAHAL? DAH TAKDE JANTAN LAIN KE KAU NK KACAU?
me: *diam*
mak org: KENAPA KAU KACAU LAKI AKU HUH?
me: makcik, saya rasa saya tk kacau laki makcik *humble*
mak org: HABES KENAPA KAU CALL LAKI AKU SEMALAM?
me: erkk mana ada la makcik! *tak mengaku* umur saya baru darjah6 buat ape nk kacau suami makcik! *ayat skema*
mak org: eh budak ni ckp umur dia baru darjah6 pulak??! *ckp dgn anak dia kot*
me: end call

aku terus naik kereta dan buat bodoh. dalam otak aku pikir, maybe suara aku blm matang kot sbb tu makcik tu ingat aku betina yg kacau laki dia kot? bodoh punya makcik!

JIKA ANDA NAK KACAU ORG PUN JGN LAH JADI MCM AKU.

SEKIAN.

D FOR DIYANA

2009-01-03T15:51:00.003+08:00

1) Do you think you're hot?
mana tau ni? HAHA

2)Upload your favourite picture of you!

3)Why do you like that picture?
bcs pic ni dlm toilet BETINA

4)When was the last time you ate pizza?
last week my cousin belanja

5)The last song you listened to?
the way i are-timbaland

6)What are you doing right now besides this?
ym-ing

7)What name would you prefer besides yours?
entah laa ;S

People i tag :
1) fida
2) babi
3) khinzir
4) pig
5) huh?

8)Who is number 1?
si fido senior sekolah aku ;)

9)Number 3 is having a relationship with?
khinzir betina?

10)Say something about number 5?
kau gilaa eh?

11)How about number 4?
my fav pet

12)Who is number 2?
kawan lama ;)

13)Say something the person who tag you.
thnks sbb tagged i , nnt i blanja you moviee HAHA

JANUARY 2009

2009-01-02T00:10:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEARRR!

OMG its JANUARY, oh noo aku dah masuk form4, really getting old! as usual lah, kene bgn awal pegi sekolah hadoyy! plan aku this year nk pindah skolah, tapi takde idea nk skolah mana ;( aku taknak stay bcs nnt kene amik arab sumpah tak best, kene but esei sume DAMNNNN! buat ayat satu pun tak past nk buat esei! yang memang rajin aku ni? *no further elaboration

oh yeah 28 january birthday aku, jangan lupaa kawankawan ;)

sekian.

what i did last year 2008

2009-01-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

[x] stayed single
[ ] made out in a car
[ ] kissed in the snow
[ ] kissed in the rain
[x] had my heart broken
[x] broke someone else's heart
[ ] had a stalker
[x] lost a friend
[x] have a good relationship with someone
[ ] came out of my closet
[ ] got pregnant
[ ] got married
[ ] had a divorce
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex
[ ] met someone that I will never forget
[x] did something I regret
[ ] lost faith in love
[ ] kissed under mistletoe
[x] got a promotion
[ ] got a pay raise
[ ] changed jobs
[ ] lost my job
[ ] quit my job
[ ] dated a co-worker
[ ] dated my boss
[ ] dated my boss's son / daughter
[ ] got fired from my job
[ ] got straight A's
[x] got failed
[ ] met a teacher who I became friends with
[x] met a teacher who I really hate
[ ] found the subject I love
[ ] failed a class
[x] cut class
[x] skipped school
[ ] got in a fight with a classmate
[x] did something I was proud of
[ ] discovered a new talent
[ ] proved myself an idiot
[x] embarrassed myself in front of the class
[ ] fell in love with a teacher
[x] was involved in something that I will never forget
[x] painted a picture
[ ] wrote a poem
[ ] ran a mile 2000 times
[x] listened to music I couldn't stand
[ ] double dipped
[ ] skinny dipped
[ ] went to a sleepover
[ ] went to camp
[x] threw a "surprise" party
[ ] laughed till I cried
[x] flirted shamelessly
[ ] visited a foreign country
[ ] visited a foreign province
[ ] cooked a disastrous meal
[x] lost something important to me
[x] got a gift I love
[x] realized something new about myself
[ ] went on a diet
[x] tried to gain weight
[ ] dyed my hair
[ ] came close to losing my life
[ ] someone close to me died
[ ] went to a wild party
[ ] drank alcohol underage
[ ] got drunk
[ ] got arrested
[x] read a great book
[x] saw a great movie
[x] saw a favorite band live
[x] did something that I want to tell everyone
[x] experienced something new
[x] made new friends
[ ] found out who your real friends are
[x] lied to your parents
[x] snuck out
[ ] kissed in a pool
[ ] kissed under the stars
[ ] smoked
[x] got wasted
[x] went to a party
[ ] had the time of your life
[ ] danced
[x] had a crush on someone
[x] swam in a pool
[ ] made a snowman
[ ] went snowboarding
[ ] went sledding
[ ] slept in past 2pm
[x] held someones hand that you care about
[ ] got wasted in a public place
[ ] got wasted in Meico/CUBA
[x] told someone you like them as more than a friend
[x] gone on vacation
[ ] gone on vacation with a friend
[x] driven a car
[ ] played strip poker
[ ] danced in the rain
[ ] got in a car accident
[x] saw someone get in a car accident
[ ] got in a fist fight
[x] laughed until you couldn't breathe
[x] missed someone
[ ] got hit by a car
[x] got a new pet
[x] had an amazing year
[x] enjoyed this year overall

RESULT PMR

2008-12-30T19:56:00.002+08:00

today 30dicember result PMR kluar, awhh seram gilaa nk amik resultt! time on the way pg skolah ade ah jugak gegargegar*gigil* kat kaki+tangan aku tp aku mcm, ah relek ah stupid! sampai skolah je terus jumpa farah, she got 9A's, i was likee siodd jeleous siall! then aku pun amik laaa result aku tuhh.

cikgu: haaa zulfadzil
aku: ye sayeee!
cikgu: ni kamu ada hutang rm7.00
aku: hah kepala hotak hutang ape plak! aku nk amik result lah incik! adoyyyy! *ckp lam hati* oh okay *bayar*
cikgu: *muka cikgu mcm nk marah aku je* smbl kluar kan result.
aku: cuwak cuwak ;D
cikgu: satu dua tiga empat lima enam *kira subject dpt A* haa zulfadzil, tahniah kamu dpt 6A n d others dpt B
aku: i was huhhhhhhhh! takde C D whatsoever? *ckp dlm hati*
cikgu: haa congratssss ;)
aku: trima kasih cikguuuu *gelak besar*

double check -
bahasa melayu - A
bahasa inggeris - A
mathematics - A
science - B
sejarah - B
geografi - A
khb - A
pendidikan islam - A
bahasa arab - B

petang tu lepaklepak dgn fara,raisya,mel,emir kt bkt tggi. as usual lah, gelakgelak buat lawak bodoh. on the same time aku jumpe diyana, dia belanja oreo cheese cake. thnks weh nnt i blanja u movie. btw thnks god dpt 6A even aku study mainmain.

UNTITLED

2008-12-29T01:21:00.000+08:00

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

BOSAN & TAKDE HALA TUJU! *putrajaya!

2008-12-27T15:32:00.000+08:00

siapa gay?

2008-12-27T02:47:00.000+08:00

nah amik numbr ni ; 0125972125

p/s; bkn numbr aku bole!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNN

2008-12-25T23:35:00.000+08:00

ayu tak aku? BAHAHAHA sial sial

alya.lynn.aku la bodooo!

lynn + aku

today 25/12 birthday lynn yg ke 16, happy birthdayy! ahahhh youu dah tuaa! ;l PADAN MUKA! celebrate kt rumah dia kt gombak. jauh sial rumah you. boleh kurus jugak ah nk pg sana. btw thnks sbb jemput i dtg. syg you lebih muamuahhh *comolot*

besties

2008-12-25T02:32:00.000+08:00

guyss! ni lah bestieee aku kat skolah, the left one namanya atikar a/p zamani & the right one pulak nama nya faranadirot anak haji saharoni. mereka sgt baik especially fara. eika dia kurang sikit ah cs dia suka meraba aku ;P cibai kau. picture ni diambil time lunch kt old town white coffee bkt tggi after more than a month lah tak jumpa diorang! babi rinduu sial! jom ciumcium ;D